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BLOG34-games

Games  They forgot that it takes two To play a game you need you  Different names but it is the same crew  Interesting levels yet ignorant clues   Harder to get the easier to forget  Attractive face but living like a disgrace  They thought they are full of grace But life is more of a vast space   Why people are like that Never not acting like a brat    Always think they are being attacked So dumb they fail how to act   Most of the time I regret talking to humans  How they can be foolish acting like a mutant  Am I vocative with my words like a student? Or perhaps being dissociative and I am ruined?  So very pompous and materialistic They think they are flawless and eccentric  They act like a goddess but they are indifferent  Also soulless and very egotistic    A lot of my words are nice & poetic My aim is love but I am like an automatic weapon  They look majestic but from the inside they ar...

BLOG33-A letter to the close people who left me

A letter to the people who left me I often look in to your eyes and wonder  If there is a lie that's buried deep under  Every time we talk it's like a thunder Our feelings aren't ok inside it's like a blunder   Every time we talk it's just a different weather Admit it you never really treated me any better Talking to a wall is honestly a lot better  It is not a feather but better than a whatever    Dying thinking about the time we spent together With the same different girls with every time of the month  Thinking about all the things that was said and done Our love wasn't better and my blood overflows like the river   Everyday for us felt like we are locked inside of a Dome   And when I talk to you it's like I'm dying inside of a hole You ditched me while I was dying alone on my own Why do you lie when we only conversate on the phone    I can hear your voice cracking and your typing lacking  Dancing with your heels while you ar...

BLOG32-fake people

  fake people  We like wallowing in the mud  We stay there to cry and rut  We love to see the world with many faces  Waiting for the past to come and see if we are tasteless  We have many different phases to see We have many places of the past on this sphere We dwell inside our olden days  And our situations are stuck to our faiths   We live to ask questions but we never understand  We have lots of confessions but we never want to enhance  We wait to take a stance but we are afraid of the dance We stay in the past and wait for it like it will come back    We get faded, we draw, and we get wasted  We look at our race and we are afraid to embrace it  We live in a society to adapt and connect   We know everything so we forget to reflect    We drink we eat we sleep and evade things We die and pray from the stings of our sins We are nothing but a faceless skin We search for who we are but there is a tin...

BLOG31-stranded

  Stranded  I have tried to love someone else cause I want to forget you  I didn’t find that someone is a worthy replacement of you I was never satisfied with the regrets that was presented Their love was not enough like you, and I was resented      I have tried to forget the memories that you gave me  I have tried to forget the events with you that made me  I was trying to neglect that you were once my baby  I have found out that your name was on my mind daily    I don’t want you to come back cause you were wrong  I don’t want you to come back cause you thought you belong  I want you to come back cause I want to be with you my song   I want you for me cause I love you from so long and beyond     I thank god everyday for your creation and your existence It is written that I love you and in my mind you are a resident  I am selfish for my love for you, for you I am consistent Please baby co...

BLOG30-sting like a bee

  Sting like a bee A letter to the “big guys” in my school  You talk behind my back I know that’s true  You bully me a lot cause it shows that you are “cool”  I know I am nothing and I am just the “fool”   Your life is full of lies and stash You like this and hit me for that  Break my glasses but I can see your facts   Tell me I am fat and I will chew you like a little rat   You are high and I am walking on your sky  You fight with me but can’t take your size  Your lame life don’t make sense to me  We have different friends yours come out at night      Let me waste a couple of lines on this subject   I have lyrical skills they upper cut you like an object   Let me search for the truth in the youth that is dumb lit    Let me tell you about the hoes I knew and who I f**ed with     I am just talking dumb things with so much shit  All I do is cry and love things I run...

BLOG29-Short story

  Short story  Once upon a time during a romantic beautiful night in the big city, I had dinner with a gorgeous kindhearted girl, who has the most stunning eyes and the shine of an angel, the dinner table was surrounded by candlelight’s with roses scattered around the table in a shape of a heart on a white fabric, with the red chairs and a red gift box.   I was siting down when I saw her approaching wearing this attractive red dress and her exquisite aroma that smelled like a royal candy, as I saw her approaching I got up to give her a kiss on the cheeks and shake her soft warm hands and I pulled her a chair to sit.   We sat in the restaurant eating and drinking champagne and having a fun time while we were talking about our future plans and how our past impacted us and shaped us as individuals, after we got done from the warm tender night I drove her back to her house, in the car we started to talk about our future and started to talk about our childhood.   Whe...

BLOG28-Imaginary

  Imaginary    I miss your smile and I miss your grace  I miss your face & and I can't wait  I want to have dates with you for days  I want to chase you till the end of space   My heart is a rare place with no love trace  Love is a race and people displace to relocate  My effort is hard to place my soul they intake     All the pressure inside is hard to maintain   Who ever you are I wrote this for you  Tell me you are there and you are true  Tell me no lies & love me before I die  Let’s be together with no mistakes too    You are the apple of my heart   And the rhythm to my soul  I told you I want you and to be with you And for our life to unfold   Let me put my life on reverse for you So you can see my truth that was told  They said I am old and dull  I am stuck on pause and I am about to be on hold    I've been praying to god for the gates to open ...