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Talking 

Looks like, I have been losing sleep 
reality is blurred, I’m diving deep
dooming myself, yeah, that’s still what I see
searching for the guilt, like cutting the leash
I'm---drinking the pain, I am trying to survive
stuck in the past thinking I am dead inside
staying up at night just to be a regular
Life's upside-down, what if I am just a prisoner?
yeah, I have been talking in the endless of nights
are you there listing to the strife in my life?
I want you to talk back and shine on my sight
so do you hear me when I sing this track at night?
Yeah, I have so much going on in my mind
will it matter if they stabbed me with a knife?
I know that I need you by my side
tell me happiness is not from a tie
drowning in fear, do you hear me like
I’ll say, I'm hard headed and I don't feel the same
I’ll say, I'm just sad on many different days
I’ll say, look at me I feel out of space
looking at my image and it’s hard to see the rage
I---blue souls, dead minds are silent
feels like I’m stranded on a deserted island
writing problems with my pen like an asylum
Yeah, going mental in this time like a riot
I must, resist, resist to still feel
resist the false faith and nothing is steel
resist the fake deals, resist that I'm me still
resist that I'm real, resist that my still
I realized happiness is not the bottom line
maybe I just need to cut the long ties
feeling the emptiness with the clime
but let me say I feel stuck like..
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