Bleeding   Dear ex love Looking at hell and got something on my mind Everyday I say this I know The letters that I wrote with the words I couldn’t find I screamed until it was hard to see  We had the best days, now I just sit here to bleed  Now everything is killing me while I am closing shut Venting without pretending and my soul is full of dust Living in my room stuck between with no luck the smell of you hunts me and my life isn’t just The rhythm of your heart is what I was trying to flow Living responsible leaving was never an optional show Open minded but you left me hallow and wounded  Left me with no ammunition and dreaming lucid You took the bullets out I should’ve seen that you were ruthless Siting writing like I am foolish with the hurt included Telling me that you love me with your words excluded My mind rejecting your story and I am folded You told me forever but now you are for me useless  Took me a while to notice but my...

No connection  Lately I've been feeling alone I always do it on my own nothing compares to the heart of stones Still living like I am going to explode Feels like my emotions is out of a show They say hello and goodbye it feels like a saw But I know that I have been here before  I am empty, dead and I am about to fold They’re full of envy for the person that I chose My head will explode from the void of my falls, and they left sometimes I think do I need to let go to find the next I'm writing telling you my perception, and the path that I chose talking to god telling me spill your soul your story haven’t been told I recently went to the booth of confession to know my intention That I’m trying to show No love it’s been hard and I am stuck on the path ages ago I keep my head up but I am still very sore Tired of felling alone with no home while I am stuck on the low It feels like I am missing my own why are people manipulative and they leave my atte...

Intro  Go ahead and listen to my story and my misery  I rarely have anyone and no one is listening  I know I am not suppose to be negative so let me see  But things starting to look like they are repetitive intentionally  I am stuck on repeat while the world is on press and play My life has been scary and the past I can’t get away  Walking the streets and pretending everything is okay  I pray with teary eyes for the ending to dissipate  To be fair I should’ve escaped when I was awake  Things are not clear when everyone fills me with hate  Calling god saying I haven’t felt aware lately  I am not saying I got it worse but I am well acquainted maybe Haven't slept at all and I am looking for love to save me  I have been drinking daily and my vision is becoming hazy  A couple of blurred liens keeping me from going crazy  Trying to cop but I am still feeling low and inside...