Grim I reminisce that night my phone buzzed so hard   The news struck me like a dart that fell apart A disaster with pain so sharp cutting my heart The blade went through & it was tearing me apart That he was shot for something so little and so small A human life gone over something insignificant but I hold on I wept & screamed until my voice was completely gone In disbelief I crumbled refusing to let it go on   forever got me dying just remembering your name    what to do with this void & the tears on my face    I am a loss for words everything is so very strong    Your memory I will remember from night till dawn You are gone and your memory is all I could embrace I miss you man and I am sure you are in a better place   But you are gone now and you left without a trace A coward came along and took you away from the race    In every verse every rhyme & every song I will rememb...

  Marvel  In the Marvel Universe where heroes reside The Avengers assemble ready to fight Iron Man's genius and suits with infrared Captain America preventing bloodshed   Thor wields his hammer the God of Thunder Hulk's brute strength from down under Black Widow a master of espionage and grace And Hawkeye's arrows hit their mark with pace   Facing off against villains, dark and immense Loki, the trickster full of mischief and pretense Ultron's is a robotic menace, seeking to evolve Thanos, the Mad Titan aiming for all   Red Skull's malevolence fueled by hate Hela, the Goddess of Death sealing humanity’s fate The Avengers clashes in epic battles they will engage Their bravery and might is in the Marvel stage   The Marvel Universe a story untold Guardians of the Galaxy protectors of the world Spider-Man swings through New York's streets Black Panther's Wakanda a kingdom that defeats   Doctor Stranger’s mystic arts & a power of bending time Ant-Man, s...

  My room  Within the depths of uncharted inception Reality fades entangled in perception Lost in a haze as if my alarm was the interruption Everything was lost in translation for an infection                                              These walls stand bare, devoid of emotion A simple home a solitary devotion Devoured from the inside like a cremation Burning from treatment as an infestation     Inside this mansion loneliness resides, An echo of solitude where darkness hides But amidst the silence a flicker of hope may gleam For even in isolation, I still scream   ©

  Matters  Life is a journey filled with highs and lows Struggles test our strength and life goes on Through thick and thin we stand tall Finding ourselves through it all      Love is a fire burning deep within it can bring joy or sorrow to the skin   It lifts us up and makes our hearts beat It fades leaving us empty like the sea   Problems arise like storms fierce and strong They challenge us and where we belong But within each hurdle lies a chance to grow To find solutions and let our resilience show   Disappointment knocks on our door uninvited Dreams shattered, hopes bruised, feelings frightened Family issues can cut deep and it is a painful strife But healing starts with understanding and forgiving in life   let us embrace both highs and lows by solving them and our true spirit shows With resilience as our guiding force We navigate life's path on this course ©

    Farewell   I'll take all my secrets with me and I will leave my soul behind A testament of my life, as a man who was once alive And though my time may be up, and my journey may be done I'll live on in their memories, as the man who was just one.   If I should depart, this is my last farewell To be reborn again but not in a cell To laugh with the happy times, to cry with the tears To revisit the moments, that shaped all my years   I've been living life on the edge, taking risks and passing tests After I say my goodbyes, nothing will be left After I leave and go, what will they dream of me? That I am a second to none or I was living hopelessly?     I've made mistakes along the way, done things I'm not proud of But I'll take them to my grave, buried deep beneath my face When they speak of me, will it be with reverence or disdain? Will they see me as a hero or a villain or maybe just insane?   why we fig...

  Inner conflicts   I know that feeling when I get the night flow It's like the right demons’ crawls and show Inside my mind, my thoughts make me small All my worries and fears, they start to brawl   Late at night, my mind starts to race The right spirit sneaks, and takes its place Inside my head, I face my thoughts My worries and fears, they stand so tall   And I can't help but wonder, is this all? Is there more to life than this constant war? I try to hold onto my beliefs, but they start to fall And I'm left feeling like I'm not worth it at all   I go to war with my peace and it's a battle I can't cease My own worst enemy is me against me that I can’t see Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in the sea And I am collapsing from the inside with nowhere to flee   the only way out is to pour a drink, but that's more deceit I'm defeated, feeling like I'm just a piece of meat I drink till I am dead then the...

  Feelings  The world is like a storm that's brewing up a fight With chaos and confusion, it's hard to see what's right I'm searching for a meaning, trying to find my place But the fear of failure haunts me, it's hard to keep the pace   I do my best with my canvas, painted in shades of Gray With my pen a paper and my words I can't convey I try to speak, but I prefer not to say my voice is sore and swallowed by the day   I hold my breath and take a leap, hoping for the best But the weight of uncertainty is like a constant test I keep pushing through the darkness, trying to find my way But the path is rough and jagged, it consumes me like a play   Locked in my room alone feeling all this gloom With my cat on my lap while writing to be in tune   Can't escape the thoughts that keep me consumed My mind is racing, I'm feeling so confused   Drowning in uncertainty, can't find a clue My family's worried, they don...

  Dear GOD part.2 Surrendering myself while I am screaming Fading away and my curse is revealing     Reliving my uncertainty in my feelings Dying from the inside and squealing     Struggling to shake off this distrust and the hurt But it feels like my past will always be like dirt Judgmental people, my vision is misty Their harsh criticism, my confidence is shifty   Sometimes I wish I could just run away and hide I know I must face my fears, stay by my own side This dilemma is mine alone to bear And I won't let anyone else define or declare   Dear god, I'm pouring out my heart and soul I'm feeling lost and broken, please make me whole My mind is racing, my thoughts out of control I need your guidance to help me reach my goal   I'll keep pushing through, keep fighting the fight Not giving up, not surrendering to the night Because revealing my true self is worth the pain And in the end of the rain, nothing w...

My Saturn  I really want to be with you my darling  I have to be real with you my love link  I can't leave you alone my Saturn rings      I know I did you wrong my beautiful thing    I can't let you go and you know You're the one I want for sure I already want you as my wife as you know  And I can't leave you alone also    And I know I did you wrong  And I am very sorry my song  You got me hocked for long And I am writing about you like a tone     Your hair and your sweet locks  Your pink lips with your beautiful looks You are my chapters and my books  Your sweet locks hooks on me my fox I love your smell and it is a fact I kissed your mouth and your back  Your beauty is too rich it never cracks  A white face with a bit of blemish   Deep eyes & a perfect finish  Baby fingers & a small nose  Black hair with a face like a rose...