Feelings
The world is like a storm that's
brewing up a fight
With chaos and confusion, it's hard
to see what's right
I'm searching for a meaning, trying
to find my place
But the fear of failure haunts me,
it's hard to keep the pace
I do my best with my canvas, painted
in shades of Gray
With my pen a paper and my words I
can't convey
I try to speak, but I prefer not to
say
my voice is sore and swallowed by the
day
I hold my breath and take a leap,
hoping for the best
But the weight of uncertainty is like
a constant test
I keep pushing through the darkness,
trying to find my way
But the path is rough and jagged, it
consumes me like a play
Locked in my room alone feeling all this gloom
With my cat on my lap while writing
to be in tune
Can't escape the thoughts that keep
me consumed
My mind is racing, I'm feeling so
confused
Drowning in uncertainty, can't find a
clue
My family's worried, they don’t know
what to do
But I can't seem to snap out of this
daze
My skills are fading, my rhymes are
all cliché
I used to be on top, now I'm just a
face of yesterday
the pressure is mounting and I can’t
finish the race
my soul is not the same and I am
going insane
social media is hunting me and the
people are not the same
My family are fickle, they love me
one day, then they quiver
At the thought of my fall, my
downfall they show me shiver
I'm surrounded by nothing, a long
blue river
A bottomless abyss and my problems
are thicker
But I will pick myself up and dust
off the dirt
Knowing that the road ahead is filled
with hurt
But I'll face it head-on, and I'll
give it my all
Because I refuse to be beaten, I
refuse to fall
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