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BLG38-Feelings

 

Feelings 


The world is like a storm that's brewing up a fight

With chaos and confusion, it's hard to see what's right

I'm searching for a meaning, trying to find my place

But the fear of failure haunts me, it's hard to keep the pace

 

I do my best with my canvas, painted in shades of Gray

With my pen a paper and my words I can't convey

I try to speak, but I prefer not to say

my voice is sore and swallowed by the day

 

I hold my breath and take a leap, hoping for the best

But the weight of uncertainty is like a constant test

I keep pushing through the darkness, trying to find my way

But the path is rough and jagged, it consumes me like a play

 

Locked in my room alone feeling all this gloom

With my cat on my lap while writing to be in tune  

Can't escape the thoughts that keep me consumed

My mind is racing, I'm feeling so confused

 

Drowning in uncertainty, can't find a clue

My family's worried, they don’t know what to do

But I can't seem to snap out of this daze

My skills are fading, my rhymes are all cliché

 

I used to be on top, now I'm just a face of yesterday

the pressure is mounting and I can’t finish the race 

my soul is not the same and I am going insane

social media is hunting me and the people are not the same 

 

My family are fickle, they love me one day, then they quiver

At the thought of my fall, my downfall they show me shiver

I'm surrounded by nothing, a long blue river

A bottomless abyss and my problems are thicker

 

But I will pick myself up and dust off the dirt

Knowing that the road ahead is filled with hurt

But I'll face it head-on, and I'll give it my all

Because I refuse to be beaten, I refuse to fall

 

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