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BLOG22-I miss you


I miss you...


I miss you now and I miss you tomorrow
I want you so bad like a kid who wants his yoyo 
When I see you I gaze into your eyes with depth  
When I stare at you I see stars that shines and reflect  

I miss you now and I miss you before our time   
The love game got me sore but you are on my mind   
I miss you yesterday when I first saw you and I thought it was a sign  
I miss you today when I first got to know you and I hope you will be mine 

I miss faith and you are for me a great taste 
I miss love, you are an angel from above, and I hope it is fait  
I want your touch like there is no tomorrow and full of love 
I want you in my lap and to tell you about my rough days full of unjust  

I don’t know if you were sent from the Devine 
But you are a star and you taste like red wine
I was roaming the galaxies and I was a trapped entity in me 
I was in some other constellation but then I was back to my reality you see 

I got so much love but nothing works in my membrane
When my soul sees you it goes like a train   
When I see you smile I will walk for a mile 
Especially when I see those eyes sparkle I go insane 

And your face shine and I am like wow  
And everything about you is super fine 
I miss you now and I miss your voice
I miss you later and you are the perfect choice

I want you and I want to look at your face
I want to hold your hands and look at your amazing grace
Every time I'm with you I feel like I am in a different place
I miss you everyday and there are words I cannot say 

I want you here and I want you to stay
I want you now and I want you for the remaining days 
Everything about you is what I asked from faith 
I hope you are the one and my love won’t go to waste 

I want you tonight and my feelings for you won't fade away
I remember the time we spoke and how you sway 
I remember how you walk and how you said hey 
I remember your smile and I won't forget it with time

I remember how your lips is shaped like a heart so fine
I remember how your eyes shine with A Spark like mine
I remember you like you are a lovely work of art 
I had dreams about you many times in my heart

My Brian and I had talks about you
When I was drifting very far and I got lost without you  
I was drifting everyday and I could see the stars in you  
They shine so bright from a far like you  

I would be lying to you about my affection to you 
It grows by the second yes that's true 
It blooms everyday and I think of you too
My memory won't let you die I will grow old with you  

I will write about you until my soul is gone without me
And I am left with nothing but a dark fear entity
The problem with my heart is, it looks for tenderness to heal
When I don't listen to your voice I feel the emptiness for real 

I want to scream your name very loud
I want to shout it in the atmosphere with a teary sound  
I want to hold you for a longer route
And I would like to kiss you on your lips now

I love to live in my own fantasies somehow everyday 
I would love to kiss you all year around and all the way   
Also lay my lips on your lips and say 
You are the most beautiful and let’s enjoy our day   

Remember how you used to call me 
I would say there is no one else for me 
You said you knew what I meant
But you just started to pretend

That night we sat in Starbucks and we drank from a cup
I told you how I feel but you were like please shut up 
You said you don’t feel what I felt towards you 
And then I went home feeling the words and I was blue


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