Imaginary    I miss your smile and I miss your grace  I miss your face & and I can't wait  I want to have dates with you for days  I want to chase you till the end of space   My heart is a rare place with no love trace  Love is a race and people displace to relocate  My effort is hard to place my soul they intake     All the pressure inside is hard to maintain   Who ever you are I wrote this for you  Tell me you are there and you are true  Tell me no lies & love me before I die  Let’s be together with no mistakes too    You are the apple of my heart   And the rhythm to my soul  I told you I want you and to be with you And for our life to unfold   Let me put my life on reverse for you So you can see my truth that was told  They said I am old and dull  I am stuck on pause and I am about to be on hold    I've been praying to god for the gates to open ...

Talking   Looks like, I have been losing sleep  reality is blurred, I’m diving deep dooming myself, yeah, that’s still what I see searching for the guilt, like cutting the leash I'm---drinking the pain, I am trying to survive stuck in the past thinking I am dead inside staying up at night just to be a regular Life's upside-down, what if I am just a prisoner? yeah, I have been talking in the endless of nights are you there listing to the strife in my life? I want you to talk back and shine on my sight so do you hear me when I sing this track at night? Yeah, I have so much going on in my mind will it matter if they stabbed me with a knife? I know that I need you by my side tell me happiness is not from a tie drowning in fear, do you hear me like I’ll say, I'm hard headed and I don't feel the same I’ll say, I'm just sad on many different days I’ll say, look at me I feel out of space looking at my image and it’s hard to see the rage ...

                              No title Sometimes I go to bed thinking if I will ever make it waking up late feeling that my heart is still vacant lost myself in the sadness thinking that I am impatient Fighting myself but my soul you had already take it surrounded by people but I still feel stranded I think the music got me feeling manic I cry in my room wishing I am on a different planet my mind and my expectations are dying feeling tragic I’ll scream till I am in the grave fading with a smile they tell me the norm is to frown all the time Saying my problems telling me to restore my faith Trying to survive from dying before I decay They are killing me while my blood is on the tile Venting from the inside till I am gone to my exile I'm screaming at myself for wanting to survive waiting for my demise and crying cause I am alive Sleeping at 3 thinking that I am finally free nowadays I just spend my time gl...

Bleeding   Dear ex love Looking at hell and got something on my mind Everyday I say this I know The letters that I wrote with the words I couldn’t find I screamed until it was hard to see  We had the best days, now I just sit here to bleed  Now everything is killing me while I am closing shut Venting without pretending and my soul is full of dust Living in my room stuck between with no luck the smell of you hunts me and my life isn’t just The rhythm of your heart is what I was trying to flow Living responsible leaving was never an optional show Open minded but you left me hallow and wounded  Left me with no ammunition and dreaming lucid You took the bullets out I should’ve seen that you were ruthless Siting writing like I am foolish with the hurt included Telling me that you love me with your words excluded My mind rejecting your story and I am folded You told me forever but now you are for me useless  Took me a while to notice but my...

No connection  Lately I've been feeling alone I always do it on my own nothing compares to the heart of stones Still living like I am going to explode Feels like my emotions is out of a show They say hello and goodbye it feels like a saw But I know that I have been here before  I am empty, dead and I am about to fold They’re full of envy for the person that I chose My head will explode from the void of my falls, and they left sometimes I think do I need to let go to find the next I'm writing telling you my perception, and the path that I chose talking to god telling me spill your soul your story haven’t been told I recently went to the booth of confession to know my intention That I’m trying to show No love it’s been hard and I am stuck on the path ages ago I keep my head up but I am still very sore Tired of felling alone with no home while I am stuck on the low It feels like I am missing my own why are people manipulative and they leave my atte...

Intro  Go ahead and listen to my story and my misery  I rarely have anyone and no one is listening  I know I am not suppose to be negative so let me see  But things starting to look like they are repetitive intentionally  I am stuck on repeat while the world is on press and play My life has been scary and the past I can’t get away  Walking the streets and pretending everything is okay  I pray with teary eyes for the ending to dissipate  To be fair I should’ve escaped when I was awake  Things are not clear when everyone fills me with hate  Calling god saying I haven’t felt aware lately  I am not saying I got it worse but I am well acquainted maybe Haven't slept at all and I am looking for love to save me  I have been drinking daily and my vision is becoming hazy  A couple of blurred liens keeping me from going crazy  Trying to cop but I am still feeling low and inside...

I miss you... I miss you now and I miss you tomorrow I want you so bad like a kid who wants his yoyo  When I see you I gaze into your eyes with depth   When I stare at you I see stars that shines and reflect   I miss you now and I miss you before our time    The love game got me sore but you are on my mind    I miss you yesterday when I first saw you and I thought it was a sign   I miss you today when I first got to know you and I hope you will be mine  I miss faith and you are for me a great taste  I miss love, you are an angel from above, and I hope it is fait   I want your touch like there is no tomorrow and full of love  I want you in my lap and to tell you about my rough days full of unjust   I don’t know if you were sent from the Devine  But you are a star and you taste like red wine I was roaming the galaxies and I was a trapped entity in...