Silence I saw you as guidance to me  I thought you would ride with me  I thought I knew who I am suppose to be  You really meant everything to me I know things made us upset  We yell and fight and each other we neglect  After the time that was invested  Now I am just living unprotected  Feeling perplexed about you  Missing you feeling shattered from you  I knew I would feel intense pain I did what I did just to see if I am still sane  Telling myself not to feel any regret  I'm lying and living in distress  Cause I'm in my room depressed  With the paper writing to forget  Now I love the pain And my heart got broken again  my emotions are the only one to blame  And I felt lonely with your flames  I am on the bench sitting and crying  writing by myself in silence  Remembering the ...

The End There is something inside my chest beating There is fire inside my soul and it’s bleeding This is how I grieve and express my feelings Feeling the blues since and I am still screaming  Been on the edge feeling cold and freezing  Been loved but they deserted me and said I'm needy I am trying to love but I am heaving with the crowd  The voices in my head are loud telling me to change my route  I am just writing my thoughts on this paper  I'm still coping with my loss until the day later  I'm still crying, drinking shots waiting for the reaper I can see my anger vaporizing my awful behaviour  Trying to find the option but I am stuck in this mess  My love they left and I am still awfully depressed Then they ask me why do you detest like the rest  Just be happy that you are here living to exist I'm still lost and stuck in the mist   I am still drifting but I would like to be kis...

**Award-Winning** Romance Short Film | Long Branch | Omeleto                                                                    **NOTICE** This movie review that you are about to read only expresses my opinion about the movie and how I interpret it. You could have an entirely different opinion about it and have a different interpretation from mine. Enjoy!  This short movie succeeded to describe the characters of normal people and how to deal with a situation like this, and it was able to capture emotions and feelings in 13 minutes more than the 3 hours big budget movies, don’t get me wrong those movies are great and entertaining too, also some of them have wonderful actors who convey the story to the viewer and allows us to ride on the journey of the story with them. The short film is roman...

Thinking  Lately I’ve been going to the bars alone texting on my phone Lately I’ve been away and far from home going throw my texts All I want to do is drink myself and then sleep past ten You're the only one I want to see and I don’t want to be your ex I’ve been looking for another timeline so I could shine But I am only drinking till I can’t see the light Girl you knew you were my sight but you were just a fake I am just needy with time, but you needed your own space So you tore me up and you didn’t leave a trace And I know I feel the regret when I see your face And you want me but you are on to the next race You left me bleeding and the case was never erased  I always took you for a wife and my life was better But you never felt that way that’s why the ties were severed They say relationships sink in the harbor or whatever But what about the wine we drank together like a river I'm left with only letters and a big pressure You left...

Loaded Gun  I have been shamed I have been embarrassed and out of faith  I cannot tell you my name but I did some mistakes I don’t embrace  For years I have been in recovery and living like a disgrace  It is my story of fait in a place but I’ve vanished without a trace  I want to share some details of my hopeless case and my misfits   How I was an addict and how I ended the conflict that existed   How I turned to god with prayers that was not neglected  But my mind got consumed and I was acting like an infant  I was an addict in medical school and things happened to soon  I still didn’t graduate but I got consumed to the moon I was never a drinker I was never sinking but they love to presume  I was only a kid and not even ready to reproduce  I was in medical but I was starting to act like a loon I graduated but I looked myself in my small room I started to abuse myself an...

City So maybe we were meant to be together forever  When I sent you those letters and wrote you words like the river I said I have faith but you chose to leave and my heart you sever I don’t know if you wanted me but you left me under the weather I never wanted to see myself on my own alone I always wanted you and I to go home Sometimes I dwell inside my stone dome Cause all you did was hurting me and I feel sore Call me a dreamer but you are my favorite girl to meet I was the love seeker and you were my heart beat I wish you live down the street but to see you I need to take a seat And then maybe you'll remember me like your midnight bed sheets I can’t believe I believed you and I can’t say that I need you  You just used me and now I am leaving you I am writing for whoever wants to hear what’s in my brain It is hard to put down my thoughts inside the drain I honestly feel burnt-out and I just want to disappear somehow when I close my eyes I can see you...

Alone... You make me seem worthless just thinking I am blind  Just sitting here uncertain with nothing but traps in my mind  Just me sitting with no purpose and the air I gasp that feels tight   And I just look calm on the surface with hell in my sight  With fire burning underneath sitting restless and defenseless  And you ripped out my soul with ease you senseless pretentious    My heart you have test it and your teeth you sunk them You knew I was breathless and love for me was infectious   But you have left me expressive and pensive  And you left my soul faithless with pain so intensive  Living the same day but the day shifts to a different state   Dreaming of flying but it's a myth so I try to create  You said forever but life is a bitch but I believed in faith   My heart is forever stuck in a ditch and I am lost not safe  And my heartbeat is still...