City So maybe we were meant to be together forever  When I sent you those letters and wrote you words like the river I said I have faith but you chose to leave and my heart you sever I don’t know if you wanted me but you left me under the weather I never wanted to see myself on my own alone I always wanted you and I to go home Sometimes I dwell inside my stone dome Cause all you did was hurting me and I feel sore Call me a dreamer but you are my favorite girl to meet I was the love seeker and you were my heart beat I wish you live down the street but to see you I need to take a seat And then maybe you'll remember me like your midnight bed sheets I can’t believe I believed you and I can’t say that I need you  You just used me and now I am leaving you I am writing for whoever wants to hear what’s in my brain It is hard to put down my thoughts inside the drain I honestly feel burnt-out and I just want to disappear somehow when I close my eyes I can see you...

Alone... You make me seem worthless just thinking I am blind  Just sitting here uncertain with nothing but traps in my mind  Just me sitting with no purpose and the air I gasp that feels tight   And I just look calm on the surface with hell in my sight  With fire burning underneath sitting restless and defenseless  And you ripped out my soul with ease you senseless pretentious    My heart you have test it and your teeth you sunk them You knew I was breathless and love for me was infectious   But you have left me expressive and pensive  And you left my soul faithless with pain so intensive  Living the same day but the day shifts to a different state   Dreaming of flying but it's a myth so I try to create  You said forever but life is a bitch but I believed in faith   My heart is forever stuck in a ditch and I am lost not safe  And my heartbeat is still...

My EX I'm back from the dead thinking about what is left  Writing so many lines in my description about what you said  But my soul got left behind so much that nothing’s been left  I'm looking for a dime in these words that I have in my head  My mind is on the brink of exploding nothing more to ingest  My love they neglect and then they show me regret I'm writing words with my pen and I'm awfully depressed My soul has just left and the sorrow is very intense  I use to have the perfect image about us I thought we would grow old together with lust  But you just left and you made a big fuss  It was a bad relationship that turned into dust   Our situation was diminished and wide shut   But now I am turning into old rust  Every time I dip is every time I replenish But this moment is not yet freakin finished You awfully left me with my emotions on red  Coming back home wit...

Sad Hours... I have always been a storyteller  And what happened that got stuck with me forever  Everyone has a story to tell including myself  It hunts me to think that you are with someone else  I wrote so many letters but then I never sent them ever   I felt in love with you and your culture  I felt in love with you and your aunt sisters I felt in love with you but my heart you sever  I gave you my heart out to you and you let it bleed  I was stupid for thinking that you could carry my seed  I showed you my soul but you chose to leave  But you told me you are a different bread  Every memory with you is coming back  I swear on my soul I am having panic attacks I sit for days in front of my computer checking the facts  To see if you are checking my social media back  I had feelings for you what happened to forever  You left me and my heart was left with...

Once upon a time... I drink a littlie bit to ease my stress Then I felt noting compare to this emptiness  Taking pills feeling the heat on my chest Diffused my pressure for my urge to rest  I finish my life looking back puzzled and confused  Like am I the only one who got nothing to loose   Hearing voices when I go hit the snooze  Then wake up and go look for substances to abuse   Looking back at my life and where I am standing   Where is all that am I really just stranded?  I was a nice kid didn’t like how I was in distress  Always had a place but I was just feeling less     Turned to bottles felling hallow  Turned to pills that was hard to swallow Then started to feel a bit more shallow  Walking like a puddle with an empty path to follow   I didn’t follow the rules like I’m a teen I can sleep till noon Started drinking the booze so I can...