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Never knew
I never knew how people could be this blind and not care about the pain inside 
And never keep the one's who love them in mind and the feelings they hide       
So many souls have been lost because of this and got left behind & arms tied 
Let your ego down and you will be surprised of what you will find beneath the ocean tides  

The past is what we left behind but the memory catches our minds 
The present is what we live for in time but from the situations we are blind  
The future is defined by our trails but we get on the ship and it sails   
Unfortunately we are slave to the trend and our whole lives we mend   

We dwell on our selves just to exists and the pain is hard to end
We look for love but our souls are screaming and it turns into dust
We look for true friends just to chat to and pretend but with no trust 
People love the idea of letters and a love note to send but words rust   
    
 We look for love, hoping we would spend time, and see different places 
We get ignored and left with a broken wound wondering where the days went
We get blinded until our life is divided and our demons we keep on fighting  
Souls will be left behind and it will die from looking for the silver lining 

Like we keep lying to ourselves it will all be fine like everyone else  
Then that one-day will come and put our feelings on the shelf 
It will all be done and we are getting ready to run 
That’s what we think, with our pain still awfully numb 

We drink rum just to think of all the crazy ones
That one-day we fell in love and everything has begun 

But when that day came it was like bullets from a gun   
Faster than a lightning bolt hitting us causing us to see the sun

We sit and wonder about the pain on our lips and our toast  
Sometimes we wonder what is a true bliss and then we get impost 
Will life ever be like this if we don’t exist or will it be a mess?  
We can write thousand lines and dive into the abyss with less  

Make our heart beat a thousand times and crash until you fall in love with me
If you are blind then tell me what can I do for you to remember me 
It is 5 AM and I can't sleep until you see the end of me 
Your thought is hunting me and it runs deep, I don’t know what’s gotten into me  

I am suppose to be the poet listening to my heart aches when it rains
wait until everything fades with me dissolving with my membrane   
Now I'm siting at the edge thinking about me going insane 
Your image is stuck in my head but nothing was meant to be the same  

I can't sleep, I can't read, I can’t comprehend how you could hurt me 
Why did you do this honestly it’s hard on me I thought you deserved me 
Just don’t be blind like you use to be  
Let your ego down and you will be surprised how everything should be 

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